Scared to weigh in tonight.

So…last week was a crappy week.  Had some health things going on (long story short…I’ll live.)  My car officially kicked the bucket…and I was turned down for a loan I was hoping for to get my finances in order, and subsequently purchase a new car.  I’ve gotten over the shitty week…but for whatever reason, cookies were my BFF this weekend.  I’m not sure what posessed me to eat so many, but I just couldn’t stop myself.  (I felt like I was PMS’ing…but I wasn’t.)  Regardless, I made a fresh start today, but I’m dreading that damned scale.  I myself have said it on numerous occasions…it’s just a # and doesn’t matter.  But still…that little motivator really can make or break you.  I guess all I can do is go to the meeting tonight, see how much damage I incurred upon myself, and stay on track.  Keep your fingers crossed for me that it wasn’t too horrible!!

PS…Boo for chocolate chip cookies!!

5 Comments so far

  1. kapteina @ November 19th, 2007

    I hear you. This weekend was like my reign of eating every calorie laden thing.
    I don’t want to weigh in tomorrow, but you are right, it is just a number….we just have to stay focused.
    Eyes on the prize right? I just have to remind myself that the prize is not baked goods!

  2. gettinfit2 @ November 19th, 2007

    It really sounds like many of us had a rough eating weekend (Me include !). You are doing the right thing getting back on track ,Kudos ! I hope everything works out for you ! Have a Great Week & Thanksgiving ! Kimmi

  3. Beebee @ November 19th, 2007

    I’m sorry you had a rough time! Get back on track and get on with it. Maybe this will be your reminder that life is bigger than food. Just in time to keep you a little sane during Thanksgiving! ;)

  4. squiggly @ November 19th, 2007

    I bet you didn’t gain just from a few cookies. I bet the scales will be nicer then you think they will be. Good luck!!

  5. 330to150 @ November 19th, 2007

    lol….”a few cookies” is an understatement. I feel heavier…I know I’m up. But, we shall see. lol…a few cookies. The only thing I have a few of in my life are dollars. =)

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